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My Brain Is Your Stock Market
August 8, 2008

So my "good days, bad days" answer to "how are you" doesn't cover it anymore, now that I'm seeing some patterns, getting a handle on the specifics of my symptoms. I've just come out of a two week slump which was starting to make me think I was doing worse than ever.

It's now been seven months since my head injury. I'm reading/flipping through Gail L Denton's Brainlash again. This year, it's the only book I've been able to (slowly, missing much) get through, cover to cover. I'm reading it again because (a) the library only had an earlier edition, and now I've got the latest one and (b) I don't remember what it said the first time around.

While "good days, bad days" is generally true, there are also good weeks and bad weeks for my brain, and good and bad brain days within (and relative to) both of those. But, according to the books, this is normal, and I should view bad weeks as "resting on the road to recovery" rather than backslidery.

Fair enough. So my brain's like the stock market. Fluctuates day to day, and even has longer periods of decline. But even taking into consideration the down-months and even down-years (talking about the stock market here, hopefully not my brain), there should be an overall uptick.

So here's where I am, roughly...

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Filed Under: Brain Injury, Journal, Pity Party, Writing Life


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Server Move Almost Complete
June 14, 2007

I try not to post about difficulties and frustrations until I think I'm through them. The past two weeks of moving servers remind me why: had I posted day-to-day it would have read like someone self-destructing. And who wants to read that?

Aw, who am I kidding? Everybody does! The highlights:
  • Authorization form lost somewhere. Credit card number included. Will watch next few statements closely.
  • Premature/sudden association of alexwilson.com with the new server instead of the old one KOed the old site before the new server was even set up. Had things gone according to plan, I could have taken my time with the following issues, and then aimed the domain name at the new server when i was good and ready. Instead...
  • Attempted overnight uploads of 3+ gigs of Telltale audio to the new server failed fifteen minutes after I went to bed.
  • MySQL databases could not be imported into newer MySQL version. Copy-and-pasted over 500 Guidevines entries. Might use this as an excuse to cut my losses with the Carrboro Hill wiki.
  • Permissions issue on the new server made the CGI-BIN unusuable for the first 42 hours of the new server's life (required for the MT installation which is what I use to manage alexwilson.com and Telltale. First 12 hours I spent trying to work around it, thinking there was something I was doing wrong. Second 12 hours was spent trying to convince tech support that I wasn't doing something wrong. Took them 18 more hours to figure it out and fix it.
  • Within five minutes (no exaggeration) of receiving the email about the CGI issues being fixed, so I can finally begin work on the heart of my site... the power goes out on our block for two hours. At this point, yesterday afternoon, I'm starting to think I'm not going to hit my June 2 target.
  • MT imported all the entries and audiobook pages just fine, just not the basenames for the URLs or the structures of categories. So all the URLs for my journal and Telltale had to be manually changed to what they were or else a good portion of my internal linking (and all links from outside sites) would be broken.
  • And finally (I hope) LJcrosspost doesn't work with the current installation of MT. There's another (also abandoned) MT plugin called MTLJPost which I might have figured out, but there's no documentation for it, so here's hoping.
But it runs like a dream now. Twice as powerful a machine, a lot more bandwidth, and a few bucks cheaper per month to boot. Still plenty left to do on it, but nothing too urgent.

Some of it can even wait until morning.


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Well She Used to Have a Carefree Mind of Her Own
May 23, 2007

So they've gone and canceled Veronica Mars and George Lopez, my favorite current television drama and sitcom, respectively.

Usually I'd be a lot more appreciative of an additional hour and a half per week to play with. But everything comes at a cost, I suppose.


Filed Under: Journal, Peers & Peerless, Pity Party, Sitcoms, TV, Television


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My Luck is Back in Balance
June 22, 2006

Two firsts, two days before I leave for Clarion.

1. External hard drive failure. I probably have backups of the important stuff, but I gotta figure out what was on there before it died. I was moving a lot of stuff around, trying to limit it to what I needed at Clarion. This was a long process that now must practically start over.

2. I recorded for 4+ hours this week, mostly for the Clarion podcast, and it's all unusable. I accidentally hit a reverb/echo effect button meant for guitars and there's no way to remove it from the spoken word audio. I didn't discover it until I was all done, and was about to start editing. In 2.5 years of using this machine, that's never happened to me before.

Crap. Crap. Crap. And I was just starting to feel like I was getting ahead, too.


Filed Under: Clarion, Journal, Pity Party


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Alex Wilson writes fiction and comics in Carrboro, NC. His work has appeared/will appear in Asimov's Science Fiction, The Rambler, LCRW, Weird Tales, The Florida Review, Futurismic, ChiZine, Pif, and Dragon. Locus Magazine has called him a "promising new writer," and Publishers Weekly also has nice things to say.

Alex runs the audiobook project/podcast Telltale Weekly and the writer wiki Guidevines. He publishes the minicomic/zine Inconsequential Art. He is a 2006 Clarion graduate.



Blog Archives
2008 - Clever Label TBA
2007 - BadYearNoCookie
2006 - Clarion! 1st Pro Sale!
2005 - Peers and Peerless
2004 - Telltale Launch
2003 - Dog bites, acting out
2002 - In my mind, I'm going...
2001 - Marriage, Macs, 1st Cons
2000 - Setback, Milestones
1999 - Engaged, Graduated
1998 - Creative Independence


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